Tuesday, 6 November 2012

terima kasih atas segala2nya SHAFIQ IZZUDIN B. SHARI !

• terima kasih - sebab awak saya KETAWA ..
• terima kasih - sebab awak saya senyum SORANG2 ..
• terima kasih - sebab awak saya kenal erti CINTA ..
• terima kasih - sebab awak saya ada perasaan RINDU ..
• terima kasih - sebab awak saya MARAH ..
• terima kasih - sebab awak saya CEMBURU ..
• terima kasih - sebab awak saya ada orang SAYANG ..
• terima kasih - sebab awak saya ada SEMANGAT ..
• terima kasih - sebab awak ada tika saya PERLUKAN awak ..
• DAN TERIMA KASIH SEBAB AWAK SAYA KENAL DERITA ..
• TERIMA KASIH UNTUK SEGALA GALANYA ..








>MAAFKAN SAYE .. BUKAN NIAT MENYAKITI TP RASE SAKIT DI KHIANATI .. AWAK, BLAJAR DARI KESILAPAN TAW




> DULU , CINTA AWAK MATI BT SAYE P SEKARANG TIADA LAGI :'( SBB AWAK YANG PAKSE SAYE BUANG :(

Monday, 5 November 2012

penyesalan bt kau

maafkan aku sbb bt ko menyesal satu hari nanti :(
hati aku xde lg rase 2 sume .. :(
law ade jodoh wakk , kite bersatu satu ari nanti :(
cube bt awak bhagia saat2 terakhir :(

Saturday, 3 November 2012

rokok !

haishh .. dulu ko sanggup tinggal kan rokok sebab nak aku kan ? ko taw kan mak aku xske org hisap rokok kan ? haishh .. sekarang bt pragai balik .. ko jgn ingat aku xtaw ehh .. tiap kali jumpe mesti ko kunyah syingam kan ? hadoi ko tgk .. eje pon da xpandai dahh .. ko nk akal kan aku ? ko kencing kaki kencing ., memang x la kan .. bodoh la law isap rokok .. bakar duit je keje ko kan .. sbb niy jugak la aku tekad nk lupekan kau kay

Friday, 2 November 2012

SAH DAN HALAL !

sape yang xnk jad seorang isteri untuk seorang arjuna ? dalam dunia niy sume org nk yang terbaik dan kebhgiaan .. cbe bayangkan setelah puas kita brusha then xlgsg kbhagiaan .. sakit kan ??? aku pernah terpikir dan berniat untuk menjadi yang halal bt kau .. ternyata .. kau bukan yang terbaik .. aku kena sedar 2 sume... aku xnk kena tipu lg dgn kau .. sedar lah .. sekali je ko boleh bt aku jatuh .. tp x untuk kedua kalinya .. harap kau faham ...

percayalah .. andai itu jodoh kita :')
baiki diri sendiri kay :'(

Thursday, 1 November 2012

gembira !!!!

pas magrib tadi call shafiq then borak kejap dgn dy .. dy bgtaw yg tadi dy balik uma kejep sebb esok dy ade drama muzikal .. then, dy bgtaw yg dy bawak NAD  naik moto dgn dy .. time 2 dy cakap mcm 2 sikit pon aku xde rase pape .. aku ty nape perlu ckp mcm 2 dekat aku ? dy cakap takut aku jeles .. tp sumpah time 2 aku xrase pape .. aku gembira sgt sbb boleh buang perasaan 2 jauh2 .. hahahahah

shafiq,awak yg bt saye jadi mcm niy .. niy yang kwn2 awak nak kan ? sy akur dgn kawan awak kay .. dorg bt yang terbaikk untuk awak 2 .. sy bangga dgn dorg kay .. haah .. selamat tinggal perasaan !!!! jumpe  lagi lau ade jodoh kay .. :D

antara kawan dgn hati aku .. yang mane ?

ak akn bt ape je law bnde niy tok kebaikan ko .. meski aku pertaruhkan hati dgn perasaan aku .. dorg xske tgk aku dgn ko sbb aku penah bt ko kecewa .. tp 2 sume salah aku ke ? ko xpena bt aku kecewa ke ? come on shafiq .. cube jadi matang dan pertahankan lah ape yang terjadi .. tp pai sekrg ko masih senyap je nape ? aku xde makne bg ko selain kwan2 ko ? saat 2 sume harapan dan semangat aku luntuh .. hati aku berkecai .. menyesal xsudah .. jgn salahkan aku law hati aku xde lg bt kau .. dulu , aku cube pertahan kan hubgn kite niy .. tp aku xdpt ape pon.. yang aku dapt cume sakit hati n kecewa .. np xde lagi sinar harapan antara kite ??

aku luahkan perasaan aku kat kwn aku jugak .. p xdepon dorg nk malukan kau kt dpn org ramai .. dorg xde pon nk mengaibkan kau .. tp kwn ko ? bt aku mcm xde hati n perasaan .. ko sedar x yg ko pena bt kesilapan jugak .. lg besar dari ape yg aku bt ?? ko xpenah sedar kan ?? dan kau hanye diam seribu bahasa .. soelah2 ko memang nk balis balik ape yg aku bt .. sokkay .. mulai saat 2 aku tekad nk bunag kasih syg aku bt ko .. sumpah .. semagat aku da xde bt ko okay :D

aku harap sgt aku boleh lupekan kau .. harap sgt2 .. janganlah hadir dalam diri aku lg kay .. aku boleh ingat kenangan antare kita tp aku xleh hidup dgn kengan kite .. aku nk mula kn life baru .. :D

harap ko redha dgn ape yg berlaku
ILYSM okay :D

Wednesday, 31 October 2012

Munajat Cinta

aku teringat plak kat lagu niy .. time aku kat hospital shafiq call then dy kate nk buat aku tido sbb aku xleh tido time 2 .. dy petik gitar n nyanyikan lagu niy tok aku .. mase 2 indahnye dunia bila rase d sygi .. dy slalu bt aku gelak n slalu jugak bt aku marah dgn sikap dy yg ambil mudahh .. tp dy susah nk faham isi hati aku .. sekarang 2 sume da xde dalam hidup aku .. memang rindu dgn sume kngan bsame dy .. tp aku amek resiko tok lupakan dy n tok kebaikan aku jugak .. for my future kan ..



niy la insan yg dera hati aku pai sekarang
aku xsalahkan takdir sayang p aku salahkan diri aku sendiri :'(

SELAMAT TINGGAL OKTOBER YANG MENYAKITKAN !

seperti tahun yang dulu, bulan oktober la bulan yang aku nantikan .. 28/10 . tarikh yang mati dalam hidup aku tok tahun niy .. alhamdulillah Allah itu maha besar seblm aku terlewat dan terus meraikan tarikh yg sangat menyakitkan bt aku .. tiada lagi oktober dalam hidup aku .. aku cuba jd yang terbaik dan sentiasa muhasabah diri .. tp sikit pon xdihargai .. ape lg makne life aku law aku terus bergini . . aku kene bangun, kuat , tabah dan redha dgn ape yg terjadi . . cukup la semangat aku hilang hanye sbb seorang lelaki .. Allah bg hikmah atas ape yg terjadi .. allah hukum aku atas ape yg berlaku .. Dia sentiasa mahu umatnya dekat kan diri dgn-Nya .. and once again aku terleka .. aku bangun saat kau cabe menjatuhkan aku kembali .. kecewa hati niy sikit pon ko xpeduli .. its okay la .. kawan awak 2 lg pentg dari sy sbb nanti dorang yang akn tolg awak .. sy xdapat nk tlg awak sbb sy jauhh .. thats why la sy mendiamkan diri .. cube terperuk dalam sunyi dan tahan ape yg terjadi .. aku dah xtaw da nk ckp mcm mne .. luahkan macm mane .. sidih aku .. aku yg tnggung sendiri .. aku yg bawak sampai ke mati .. tiba masanya aku melupakan segala2nya .. melupakan SHAFIQ IZZUDIN BIN SHARI yg hadir dlm diri pd suatu ketika dulu .. aku pendam ape yg aku rase sbb aku xnk org bersimpati ats ape yg ak rase .. cukup sekadar tulis kat sini .. :D

ade hikmah ape yang tuhan bagi

nice one .. aku da mcm nk mati try lupekan kau .. tp susah la .. byk care dah kwn aku bg .. p still xleh .. biar la mase yg menentukan ape yang aku rase .. sakit skt bila dapat taw ade org try tok rosakan relay aku .. n dy ckit pon xbackup aku .. just diam seperti mengiyakan ape yg mereka kate . hati aku niy hati perempuan .. bukan hati batu yg ko boleh bt aku mcm tunggul .. aku cube mempertahan kan sesuatu tp sampai bila aku kene pasrah pd tuhan ?? aku pecaye pada tuhan yang satu p pai bila dy nk duga aku mcm niy .. aku pon ade life .. life aku skrng porak peranda bila ade yg cuba pisahka kami tp kau ?? xde bt pape seolah2 ko setuju dgn dorg .. aku niy ape ? ape bg kau  ? ko betul2 berubah .. aku nk sgt life aku yg dlu sebelum ko jmpe mereke .. aku rindu saat 2 dulu .. p ape aku nk bt sekrg ? berdiamkan diri ?? cari teman pengganti ? sumpah jiwa aku kosong.. aku yakin sgt dpt lupakan ko p aku memerlukan sokongan dari org yg terdekat dgn aku .. puas dah aku bazirkan air mate tok ko .. kecewa aku niy sampai da xleh nk ckp dah .. aku yg rase perit .. yes ! mybe aku xleh bc ape yg ade kt hati kau 2 .. jauh d sudut hati aku, aku memang nk lupekan kau .. tiap2 tu la ko hadir kembali .. hadir bwk lagi pekre yg boleh bt aku kecewa .. sekarang yg ade dlm otak aku just pk ko bukan yg terbaik untuk aku .. bila ko nk sedar shafiq ?? bila ko nk menyesal shafiq ???  xde lgsung kerisauan kat hati ko kn ? npe ko bt aku mcm niy .. aku yakin ade lg yg lebih baik tok aku .. tuhan 2 maha adil .. sekarang bt aku derita , mane taw sok lusa dy bg aku kbhgiaan selamenye ,.. senyum lah nana .. walau hati terluka mcm mane pon .. aku still boleh tersenyum bla brhadapan dgn ko .. shafiq, law ko bukan jodoh aku , pergi la jauh2 .. suatu hari nanti aku yakin ak boleh berdiri tanpa ko kat sisi .. thankz penah bt aku bhagia .. ILYSMSIBS

Wednesday, 17 October 2012


Lirik Lagu Harapan - Hyper Act

Bicara mimpi itu
Mengheret ku ke dasar
Gelap tangannya menggapai tangan ku
Dan munculnya dirimu
Dipinggir laman itu
Hangatmu menyambut ku kembali,

Dan ku mengerti,
Mengapa masih berdiri,
Hadirnya siang berteman mentari,
Dan ku bersama,
Bintang malam mu mencari kasih ku Ooo

Harapan
Harapan menjadi layu
Ingin ku bahgia bersama
Menjadi kenangan
Memburu impian masa kita
Selamanya

Dan angin kan memanggil
Bagai ada musafir
Hadirnya pergi tiada berjanji
Mungkin seketika
Ku merasa cintanya
Bagai dibelai mimpi sempurna

Dan taman ini
Tak bererti dan bersemi
Tiada indah tanpamu disini
Dan ku jejaki
Walaupun hanya secebis kasihmu Ooo

Harapan
Harapan menjadi layu
Ingin ku bahgia bersama
Menjadi kenangan
Memburu impian masa kita
Selamanya

Solo. C/O

Hati ku..
Meratap setinggi gunung
Pasti ku mencari bintangnya
Menjadi cahaya
Menyinar impian hidup kita
Selamanya
Lirik Lagu Harapan - Hyper Act

Wednesday, 3 October 2012

saya sayang awak sampai mati

saya nk awak tahu saya sayang awak sampai sy mati even ape yg awak bt 2 menyakitkan hati saya ♥

ikhlas ;
MR. SI

Sunday, 16 September 2012

ape perasaan aku skarg niy ??



hurmmm :)
sumpah ! aku sayang kau sgt2 tp np ko bt aku mcm niy . even mak aku sendiri pon da xkisah aku dgn kau da putuss ..sabar dekna .. hidup mu masih panjang ... hurmmm... ko sekse hati aku pai mcm niy skali .. mane pergi kau yg dulu ??? SHAFIQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQ !!!!!!! hurmmm .. bodoh kan aku jerit name ko sb aku jerit dlm aty kod ! mmg saat niy aty aku menjerit sgt2 .. tp msih lg aku mampu nk sekat air mte aku .. sokayyyyy ... aku tau aku tabah .. tabah la sgt kan.. aku xnk jatuhkan air mate aku hanye krane kau yg bgelar LELAKI ! take note kaum adam ! perempuan sgt lembut atynye .. even luaran dy nampak kasar .. hurm :(

Monday, 10 September 2012

2 days with LPPKP


Saturday and Sunday .. for student UiTM in Kolej Teknologi Timur had a event .. it starts on Saturday but when my housemate and i wake up at 6.30 a.m no water supply at our apparment .. the registration begins starts from 7.45-8.45 but we still not take a bath .. we decide to take a drink water to brush the teeth and wash our face without take a bath and wear baju kurung to attend the lppkp program .. hahahaah .. so smelly ..     

Friday, 7 September 2012




Memory In Sek. Men. Keb. Durian Tunggal, Melaka

i have many friends at secondary schools but the best among them is NURUL FARAHASNIE, NURUL HIDAYAH, UMIEE NAZZATUL NADIAH, NUR ATIKAH, and NURUL SUHAIDAH ATSILAH.  We are best friends forever. i love them like my own family because they always there when i need someone to release my big problem. They like crazy2.. ahaks ! hahahahah .. when i`m in form 3 there was many sweet memory..  we all in one team in netball , volleyball and handball.. my schools always win in the competition .. that was a biggg  appreciation for me and my team .. in school i and all my friends famous with our delinquency.  always not present to the class , always late to school and always make a big problem with our`s junior.. we were not in one class but we were always meet to discuss about our studies .. At home, we were always meet to make a study groups.. hangout together .. 

giler ! giler !
truly friends <3
now we still care about our relationship as a good friends . now they life with their own life as a IPT student like me .. farah was in form 6 at Sek Men Keb Munshi Abdullah.. Hidayah was at UiTM Lendu, Melaka .. Nurul was at Kolej Universiti Islam Melaka and Umiee was still working.. i love them .

raya together !



 


  What is Love ?!


What is love? It is one of the most difficult questions for the mankind. Centuries have passed by, relationships have bloomed and so has love. But no one can give the proper definition of love. To some Love is friendship set on fire for others Maybe love is like luck. You have to go all the way to find it. No matter how you define it or feel it, love is the eternal truth in the history of mankind.  
Love is patient, love is kind. It has no envy, nor it boasts itself and it is never proud. It rejoices over the evil and is the truth seeker. Love protects; preserves and hopes for the positive aspect of life. Always stand steadfast in love, not fall into it. It is like the dream of your matter of affection coming true.   heart: what is loveLove can occur between two or more individuals. It bonds them and connects them in a unified link of trust, intimacy and interdependence. It enhances the relationship and comforts the soul. Love should be experienced and not just felt. The depth of love can not be measured. Look at the relationship between a mother and a child. The mother loves the child unconditionally and it can not be measured at all.   A different dimension can be attained between any relationships with the magic of love. Love can be created. You just need to focus on the goodness of the other person. If this can be done easily, then you can also love easily. And remember we all have some positive aspect in us, no matter how bad our deeds maybe. And as God said Love all
Depending on context, love can be of different varieties. Romantic love is a deep, intense and unending. It shared on a very intimate and interpersonal and sexual relationship.  The term Platonic love, familial love and religious love are also matter of great affection. It is more of desire, preference and feelings. The meaning of love will change with each different relationship and depends more on its concept of depth, versatility, and complexity. But at times the very existence of love is questioned. Some say it is false and meaningless. It says that it never exist, because there has been many instances of hatred and brutality in relationships. The history of our world has witnessed many such events. There has been hatred between brothers, parents and children, sibling rivalry and spouses have failed each other. Friends have betrayed each other; the son has killed his parents for the throne, the count is endless. Even the modern generation is also facing with such dilemmas everyday. But love is not responsible for that. It is us, the people, who have forgotten the meaning of love and have undertaken such gruesome apathy.
In the past the study of philosophy and religion has done many speculations on the phenomenon of love. But love has always ruled, in music, poetry, paintings, sculptor and literature. Psychology has also done lot of dissection to the essence of love, just like what biology, anthropology and neuroscience has also done to it. 
Psychology portrays love as a cognitive phenomenon with a social cause. It is said to have three components in the book of psychology: Intimacy, Commitment, and Passion. Also, in an ancient proverb love is defined as a high form of tolerance. And this view has been accepted and advocated by both philosophers and scholars.   Love also includes compatibility. But it is more of journey to the unknown when the concept of compatibility comes into picture. Maybe the person whom we see in front of us, may be least compatible than the person who is miles away. We might talk to each other and portray that we love each other, but practically we do not end up into any relationship. Also in compatibility, the key is to think about the long term successful relationship, not a short journey. We need to understand each other and must always remember that no body is perfect. 
Be together, share your joy and sorrow, understand each other, provide space to each other, but always be there for each others need. And surely love will blossom to strengthen your relationship with your matter of affection.

JAPAN CULTURE ..

FLAG OF JAPAN




KIMONO <3

Traditional clothing of the Edo period, (1600-1868), included the kimono and obi as we know them today. The obi did not, however, become a prominent part of a woman�s ensemble until the mid Edo period. It was then that designers, weavers and dyers all focused their talent on creating a longer, wider and more elaborate obi. Obi measurement was then standardised to 360cm long by 30cm wide.

Edo fashion was influenced by the design and style that courtesans and entertainers wear. Women of the samurai class continued to wear the simpler kosodekimono, tied together with an obi made of braided cords. Outside the samurai class, women experimented with a more elaboratekimono - the furisode, which is often seen on the Kabuki stage. Characterised by long, flowing sleeves, the furisode kimono was accented by a large, loosely tied obi.

For many years, the obi bow was tied either at the front or on the side. By the mid-Edo period, the obi bow was tied in the back position. It was said that this style started in the mid-1700s when a Kabuki actor, imitating a young girl, came on stage with his obi tied in the back. Another reason that the back position became more acceptable was that the sheer bulk of the wider obi became too cumbersome to be positioned in the front of the kimono.

The Meiji era, (1868-1912) witnessed a revolution in the textile industry with the advent of electric weaving looms and chemical dying techniques from the West. During this time, a woman's kimono ceased to be worn in the free-flowing style of the earlier days. The new fashion was to tuck the kimono at the waist to adjust the length of the kimono to the woman's height. These tucks and folds were visible and became part of the art of tying the obi. 


KIMONO


Thursday, 6 September 2012

TODAY MY LIFE BEGINS . . . !


kami !

hahahahha <3

Hye ! 4 september 2012 .a very painful day  ! brake up with Shafiq Izzudin Bin Shaafi ! yes ! you ! i`m very disappointed with you ! our love is not sanctioned because your `opah` doesn`t like me and my family ! i dont know why ? what wrong with me and my family ! i dont care about your background but i love you so much ! my mother always ask me to care our relationship but reality we not same anymore . i hate you ! i hate you so much but i`m still love you .. 4 years we are together .. now , we brake just because your grandmother . . everyday i ask myself what my big mistake ? erm ..  i hope you can continue our life sucsessfuly .. maybe `jodoh kite xde`.. its okay <3 thankz for everything sayang !



Today ! i was sit for test business math .. it is too diffcult.. oh may god ! i do much rivision yesterday but i`m still doesn`t understand what i`m study .. i feel like want to jump from my appartment .. hahahahahah .. i feel like crazy .. i hope my mark was highest then pass test .. amin <3

Tuesday, 4 September 2012




Alieya Sofea My Soulmate <3  !

aliya sofea !

She is a clever and cute girl.  She always make me laugh with her noisy mouth, always heard she sing ABC songs, she school songs and read a invoke.  She is 4 years old and she likes to eat eggs.  She can eat 4 eggs in one day but she slim like me.  Hehehehehhe.  She like eat very much.  My mother said Aliaya Sofea is a `anak angkat` but I assume her like my own sister.  She like `permata hati ` me and my whole family.  Now, when I at KTT I miss her so much.  I always call my sister to hear her voice even can`t see her face.  

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my lovely parents !
Hai guyz ! My full name Nurshalylyana binti Mechek and now I’m study at Kolej Teknologi Timur Sepang in Diploma Pengurusan & Teknologi Pejabat or Business Management.  So far, I think the program is very suitable for me and easy to get DEKAN ! hehehehhe .  I`m the second last from six siblings.  I have two brothers, one younger brother and twin sisters.  They always support me in my study and also what I`m doing now.  My parents also give me everything what I want and I will repay all their good deeds.  My parents always give me good advice and told me that study hard is very important for my future life.  Ehem ! ehem ! I have one person who is make my life more excited and colorful. My parents know who him and now we was 4 years. I hope me and Shafiq always receive support from my whole family.  Thank you !